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Wednesday, September 30, 2009Y
Bitches..

today is the day for us to choose our IS modules. went into the same modules as Kenny and Jun Wei but not Steven. but never mind, our modules are at the same timings so still can meet or something ya :)
saw Han Song at the bus stop today after school and decided to go for dinner together. hahha. went for KFC at Bukit Timah Plaza. catch up lots about everything. hahha. chat about horoscopes and discussing about how true it is on the people that we know and stuff. hahha. freaking random. hahha.
thanks for the day bitch !! *smiles*
ps: thing is getting on my nerves, no hope.

To BOMB: bitch!! meet up soon for meals ya :)
To Kenny Laoda: stop eating machi for a day can?
To my baby: baby, you will be the one :) *muackz*

JIA YOU FOR ALL THAT ARE TAKING NAPFA TOMORROW !! :)



29 days / 6 weeks*

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009Y
simple happiness stays with a blank piece of paper..

on the bus today, i saw a primary school kid telling his grandmother that he will not be having spelling on Thursday. he seems to be so happy about it. really think that as we grow up, things seems to be not that simple anymore. we become more greedy and wanted more of everything on top of the things that we already had.
for so many years of life, thinking back what have i done and what had i achieved.
think that I'm blessed to know my bff now. thank you Widja for your thoughts. I'm fine with all the things coming my way. i know i needed to be strong without my baby and you all around. just wanted to say that after reading the note, i felt very blessed and nearly wanted to break down in front of all of you but i know i cannot. don't worry. i can solve the problem myself and so please bear with my bad mood for these few days. thanks lots.
ps: I WILL SURVIVE !!

4 weeks / 6 weeks*

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too heavy..

the trust is too heavy that i can handle.
misunderstanding is formed.
but like i told you.
i need a break.
time will let things go well soon.

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Monday, September 28, 2009Y
clear everything at once !!

Thinking in your shoes is a thing that I did if you didn’t notice. Is it a compulsory thing to do that everyone must think for you and need to tolerate the things you did? Think for yourself and also for others for your information. Do you think that others must just tolerate your stuff just because you got your family issue? Going through the pain is not only on you but also in me. If you said that friends are nothing. Then fine with it. I’m just nothing. Cried like a crazy at home and being so grumpy all the time till others misunderstand me. Project issue is not something that I can control and to your information, I did help to save you that time when you were enjoying life in Malaysia. All of these, do you know? I doubt you know. With your boyfriend around, we are just craps. Craps that you can stay with only in school. Fine with it. Things don't start big but gathers to its limit and this is my limit.

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Cantonese Crazy..

for the whole day, being teaching JunWei Cantonese as he got so in love with one of the Cantonese song by Beyond. hahha. lots of crazy tunes and stuff. jia you junwei !! hahha.
had prata for dinner with the Widja, Jie Min and Lyna. nice people :)
another thing is baby is celebrating lantern festival in China. hope he enjoy himself there without getting hurt or something >.<

27 days / 6 weeks*

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Sunday, September 27, 2009Y
F1 rocks Singapore..

today is the F1 final run and gave my tickets to my beloved Hong Hai Laoda. hahha. hope you really enjoyed the event kk? hahha. must return me the tickets ah. important important !! hahha. hope to meet you soon :)

26 days / 6 weeks*

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Saturday, September 26, 2009Y
silence..

not feeling quite well.. stomach at war..

25 days / 6 weeks*

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randomicious..

Some pictures on one of my beloved in life, Huang Huang !! >.<




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Friday, September 25, 2009Y
mission completed..

blogging from Steven house now. hahha. today's visit made a great progress in visiting the Widja-s houses. hahha.
house visited:
1. JunWei's
2. Kenny's
3. Steven's
next would be Cassandra's house. muhahahhaha.
had review presentation today. hmm. arguments among the panels? hahha. because of our project, the panels were arguing on the things that we should do, the motivation of our project and stuff. anyway. its a good one i think :)
lunch was a freaking freaking long one with lots and lots of pepsi can? hahha. killing each other as if you are the one that got the right number then the one beside you is being punished. hahha. damn scary. hahha. but stomach not feeling well that is.
Junction 8 again. walked around and headed to Steven's house. love his mum!! so cute and pretty!! hahha.
end.
ps: finally win Kenny, Steven and Junwei in MJ !! muhahhaha.


24 days / 6 weeks*

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Thursday, September 24, 2009Y
bad start good middle and a bad ending..

had a bad morning today with lots of thinkings inside my mind. but everything ended with the previous post. ended totally.
great afternoon with my Hong Hai ge, together with Doris and KaySiang, came to NP to join us for lunch. love him lots can? hahha. still as young and cute lah. hahha. thanks alot for coming and must meet up soon ya cause can bully you lots >.<
great evening with the Domo clan or basically the Widja-s. went Clementi for dinner before heading to Junction 8 for some shopping. finally bought water bottles for me, Steven and Kenny. hahha. bought moon cakes to eat together too. damn nice!! hahha. on the way to Junction 8, Kenny and i were talking about how we got to know each other and how can people like us with different frequencies still stay together as friends for so many years. hahha. but Widja must stay together ya. like what Kenny said, Widja will always stay together. always. hahha. promise made ah. hahha.
bad day ended with the argument at home. damn it. things don't seems to stay good for long. maybe good things wouldn't stay long and would only come in bits and pieces?? don't really know and don't really want to think about it also. ended the day.
ps: its you and its too late.
23 days / 6 weeks*

Kenny,Steven and mine :)

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your choice so don't come back..

finally realised that I'm just being used as a thing for convenience and good things, not a friend. you choose to do that to me then that's it. that's it with our friendship. choose to be on the fence to give you my trust and friendship and this is what i get. you good !!
end of everything. never beg or even come back to us anymore.

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009Y
tomorrow would be a good good day..

had driving lesson today.
Hong Hai ge is coming to school tomorrow!! woohoo!! hahha. so long never see him. hope he is still fine on his own. muhahaha. hope nothing happen tomorrow that would stop him from coming. *fingers crossed*
found a way to know what baby is doing everyday. hahha >.<

22 days / 6 weeks*

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009Y
mask..

starting to hate this month or maybe this year in the sense.
things don't seems to go on right for these past few months of mine.
i know that life is very fragile.
if its time to go, no matter how much you try, things would just be like that.
say that I'm naive or stupid, i don't really care.
but can life/things not go in this way.
i cannot take it anymore.
i said before that friends and my love ones to me are the most important part of my life.
with the breakdown of friendship.
death of beloved hamsters.
baby not by my side.
think I'm going bonkers soon.
being asked if i have true friends?
yes. its the widja-s, nhan and my secondary school friends.
just to say that without my baby now,
I'm just a weak stupid person with a mask in front of me.
so please don't break my mask.
hope you all would understand.
thank lots.
ps: sorry for being a reindeer again today.

3 weeks / 6 weeks*

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Monday, September 21, 2009Y
Belated Salamat Hari Raya..

went over to mum's Malay friend house today for lunch. really like the decorations in their house and think that Malays really spend lots of time decorating their house with lots of cushions and blinks blinks. hahha. love that though. enjoyed a meal there with lots of chit-chatting and watched Bad Boys II. nice man !! hahha. family day today :)
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20 days / 6 weeks*

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Sunday, September 20, 2009Y
Lazy Sunday..

a day off from all the work and stuff. slack for almost the whole day. chatting with baby online. had dinner with my family at one of the coffeeshop at TeckWhye. there is a hawker there that sell cheap home cooked food. just like the taste there as they uses simple ingredients to cook dishes that are similar to the taste at home. nice. did some groceries shopping and ended the day.

19 days / 6 weeks*

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Saturday, September 19, 2009Y
expensive expensive...

went out with Jas,Steven and Kenny to shop. actually is the two guys wanted to buy more clothes and stuff so oh well accompanied them around and to give some "good" opinions. hahha. went Orchard ION. tried TWG TEA's biscuits? round in size with fillings inside. tried 6 flavours out of the total 8 and think that i only like 2 of them with caramel fillings? hahha. reason very simple as they are sweet sweet. hahha. went over to Cine for movie and dinner (Steakhouse). watched GAMER. nice show with lots of actions. dislike parts with some sexual cause just weird. whatever. lastly, we caught 3 more domo-s with only 10 dollars. even the shop keeper was like wah! hahha. great work for Kenny!!
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ps: sorry baby for not able to spend more time with you online despite in school or at home.

18 days / 6 weeks*

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Friday, September 18, 2009Y
hope for the best?

randomly said that this year is a disaster year with lots of stuff happening around the world. have no comments about that but hope that life can be better. lots of people around me have their problems and i have mine too. but is it my character that make me think for them as well? think i put lots of pressure on myself that make me so tired about life now. want to get rid of that but can i do it? not sure if i can do it but hope for the best. really needed someone to tell me what to do. baby can you come back now?
back to what was done today. went out with Widja-s and Uncle Brad to Orchard and ate Din Tai Fung for dinner today. due to the size of our group, we are able to take the VIP room by ourselves. nice :)
ended day.

17 days / 6 weeks*

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Thursday, September 17, 2009Y
Jun wei and more Jun wei-s...

lunch today was freaking freaking long. went to KAP for mac and they decided to stock up their food amount in Bme Centre. so we went to Cold Storage but after walking about for like half an hour, they think that FairPrice would be cheaper so headed down to FairPrice and think we stayed there fro like more than an hour. haiz. walking here and there and get amazed by the food there. hahha. whatever.
another thing is Don went back to school today and so we went dinner together at Bukit Timah Plaza. had lots of fun chit chatting and of course gossiping about life. hahha. basic thing to do when it comes to meet up or something like that. hahha. ended the day with lots of money spent >.<

16 days / 6 weeks*

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009Y
VIP of the day..

had team building today which simply is the training for nafa for all of us. dots. sounds so nice as team building. -.-"
hahha. really cannot make it for today. so long never really run or something. think must really train or just simply don't attend nafa? >.<
hahha. see how bah :P
went out to IMM for Ichiban Sushi with Kenny and Lyna. hahha. chit chat lots about everything and the food portion is huge.. too full till nearly burst. hahha.
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ps: miss my baby...

15 days / 6 weeks*

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Tuesday, September 15, 2009Y
Widja-s again..

hahha. think my life is full of Widja-s now. went out to IMM today after school as Kenny wanted to buy sport gears. ate at Streets for dinner and in the end bought couples for 4 of us. hahha. Kenny, JunWei, Steven and me :)
being forced to buy though. *oops* hahha.
think will wear it tomorrow. hahha. look out for it :P

2 weeks / 6 weeks*

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Monday, September 14, 2009Y
friends are still the best...

failed. next test date: 03-11-2009
went out with Kenny and Steven in the evening after Steven's running in school. on the same bus throughout with Charles as he is going to The Cathey for movie with his friends. planned to eat Astons but the queue is like woohoo.. hahha. so went to eat Japanese food instead. watched G-force after dinner. for me its quite a dissapointing movie as thought that it would be very funny with lots of action. oh well.
ps: thank you brothers for being there and thanks for the day too :)
will stay strong as its just luck that is.

13 days / 6 weeks*

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Sunday, September 13, 2009Y
Quarrelling because of my left handed nature??

randomly asked mum and dad about their situations in the past when they were taking their driving tests. lots of funny things happened and also situations that they wanted me to take note tomorrow. hahha. good thing about my parents is that they didn't really give me lots of pressure as they know that driving test is really based on luck in the sense of the TP that day. for instant, mum's instructor straight away went to see for another booking day for mum as he saw the TP testing mum. hahha. basically because that TP is a kuku that only pass maybe 1 person in a day and with mum's standard that time, you should know the results. hahha. so hope for the best to get a good TP tomorrow then. hahha. *praying hard*
another thing is that i asked them about the emergency brake section. think that it is a difficult part for me as reaction bit slow ah. hahha. and because of that i thought of a solution for that which cause mum and dad to quarrel about it. hahha. lets see then.

12 days / 6 weeks*

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Saturday, September 12, 2009Y
1 hour = 90 cents..

finally can see baby again through the webcam. hahha. they finally can use internet in their room but needed to pay 90 cents (China money) for an hour. being told that everything there need to pay for. like plastic bag, water, electricity and etc. what the. but at least can see him again. an excellent thing to spice up my life now. hahha.
ps: must take care there hor :)

11 days / 6 weeks*

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away from pain to somewhere better...

farewell to one of my hamsters, BAI BAI.
hope you enjoyed your life here with us and have a better life if there is.
you will always stay in my heart.

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Friday, September 11, 2009Y
thinking back with lots of laughter..

totally slacking day for some of us. hahha. was sharing about our past and the lots and lots of things that we did in the past when we were young and innocent. hahha >.<
said about lots of must-see cartoons like Pinky and the Brain, Mr. Bean and lots more. hahha. realise that when we were young everything seems to be very fun and nice. thinking back today then we would think that some of them were some lame or stupid in the sense. hahha. who don't have a past right? hahha.
ps: MUST STAY YOUNG IN HEART !!
went to Orchard after school. first stop was ION as they had a mini cooper display outside !! wah !! mini lei !! hahha. one of my favourite car or dream car to say. ate Ajisen for dinner and the taste of their food was much more stronger than the Ajisen in IMM. agreed by me and junwei. hahha. saw Celestia and Sinchet too. hahha. last stop was to slack around Mac and chit chat again. lots of talking being done in a day. end.

10 days / 6 weeks*

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Thursday, September 10, 2009Y
you are away...

usual day in school with the widja-s around.
dinner with Kenny and Steven at EAT. Railway mall. planned to eat Ramen Ramen but its not open yet when we reached there. so oh well. nice food though.
good thing that Kenny and Steven is keeping healthy now by reducing their intake of unhealthy food and sweet drinks. WELL DONE !! hahha.
ps: baby, i love u..


9 days / 6 weeks*

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009Y
happy happy 090909...

had lunch with Charles and Leeying today. hahha. good thing that we are still meeting up after the attachment :)
went to the BBDC circuit today for the first time and i want to conclude that the cars in the circuit is TOO MUCH !! and and the roads inside TOO TOO SMALL !!!
goodness was the traffic inside. its damn heavy with the overcrowding of cars and also motorcycles.
but something that my instructor said today really brightened up my day :)
he said: "i think that your parking skills are the best among all of the lessons today. very good."
damn freaking happy about it and it really boost my confidence in parking :)
ps: talk to him the most today too >.<
went over to the Party World at Clementi to join Uncle Brad, Kenny, Steven and lots for singing. someone's voice there is damn nice can? can go join some singing competition and we will be your fans !! hahha.
ended my happy and tiring day :)

8 days / 6 weeks*

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009Y
1 week had past..

tiring day with the starting of Matlab stuff today. needed to read one of the Matlab book till Chapter 10 and also try the codes in it. lots and lots of codes to try on. JIA YOU JIA YOU !!
was sorry to Kenny laoda especially to bear with my nosense for the past few days. sorry lah laoda. hahha. met up with SINYI just now and i decided to give myself more confidence in driving and I AM A PRO IN DRIVING !! hahha.
I CAN DO IT AND DRIVE ALL OF YOU AROUND !!
must give myself confidence or i think i'm just giving up on myself despite all the Jiayou's i have from lots and lots of friends around. thank you lots lots ya :)
ps: why baby not online today?

1 week / 6 weeks*

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Monday, September 7, 2009Y
Finally !!

baby finally can connect to the internet today. but think only can connect to the internet when he is in the lab. hahha. got his own table there. hope that the table wouldn't be very messy after the 6 weeks. hahha. >.<
anyway, web cam with baby today in class and its feel so weird. Ahh !!! hahha. with lots of people around and especially mama, hon tat, hon kan and lots.. and and the first thing that Uncle Brad said when he saw baby in the screen was "wah!! you two look the same lah!!"
haiz.. no comments. hahha. but its a good thing that i bluffed Azhar that he is my brother and he believe in it till Uncle Brad told him. muhahahha.
got additional jia you's from lots and THANK YOU !! hahha. will try my very very best to get "1-1-1". hahha. JIA YOU !!
met up with HONG HAI GE today to pass him the F1 tickets for this year. hahha. didn't really want to go as for someone like me to go is a waste as i don't really know or maybe appreciate this kind of stuff. so ya. tickets for a better fan isnt it? hahha.

6 days / 6 weeks*

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Sunday, September 6, 2009Y
HAPPY 12 + 4..

HAPPY 16TH MONTHS, BABY !!
first time without you here to celebrate it together. but oh well, going to China is something that you really wanted so must do good there ya. hahha.
today is also family day with most of the time spent with my family (Mum, Dad and Jas). went to POPO's house today to pay her a visit and also to know if she is fine. hahha. doing the project on type 2 diabetes made me a nag about how to change popo's lifestyle now to a better one. hahha. oops. too much knowledge might not be that good afterall.
ps: should i pay my supervisor a visit tomorrow too?
5 days / 6 weeks*

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Saturday, September 5, 2009Y
Congrats to Charles..

Congrats to Charles that he passed his driving test yesterday. well done boy !! hahha. think this is another thing that i can tell myself that driving test is easy and i can pass it for the first time? hahha. cannot !! must be the same as Uncle Brad to be "1-1-1". muhahahha. JIA YOU JIA YOU !! to me and also others that is taking driving test soon :)
another thing is that i had driving lesson today and saw HUIPING at the carpark behind Bukit Gombak. hahha. she went there for her lessons too and just ended. hope her lesson today is fine. hahha. my lesson today is to go the mini circuit for the last time. my instructor was like "no confidence ah?" and all i reply him is that i wanted to test out the things that i remember. in the sense, test out all the stations by myself. everything went on quite well today with some mistakes here and there. hope can really get rid of the mistakes that i have be making. *praying hard* >.<
and and baby went to the Orchard Road in China today. cool man !! and he bought something for me le. ahh !! today is like only the 4th day, meaning i need to wait for a long period of time before i can see baby and my present too !! no good no good. hahha.
ps: send the present back for me can? :P

4 days / 6 weeks*

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Friday, September 4, 2009Y
Prawning...

finally finish one week of VPP. so decided to go prawning today. did a lot of things for the first time today.
first time:
1. go for prawning
2. take prawn like no one's business
3. break the prawns "hands"
4. learn the techniques of prawning by two uncles
hahha. thanks to two uncles that teach us the skills of prawning with the measurement of height, how to see if there is a prawn and lots more.
conclusion for the day is a total of 26 prawns for all the noobs can? *proud* hahha. though i only got like 3 to 4 prawns only >.<
anyway THANK YOU UNCLES !!
went to Kenny's house for mahjong after that and win lots of plactic chips. hahha. never gamble okay? good boys and girls. muhahaha :P
another thing is heard that baby went for pool at china. cool man!! hahha. good thing that he is enjoying himself there. nice one baby !!
3 days / 6 weeks*

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Thursday, September 3, 2009Y
8613708170492..

received a message from baby today. hahha. he got a number at China and using the number to message me. hahha. didn't manage to web cam baby yesterday due to the connection there. got lots of things to ask and tell him. hope to see him soon !!

ps: where are you baby? where are you?

random pic of my favourites now >.<


2 days / 6 weeks*

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009Y
Typo sia..

today is the 3rd day of VPP in school. hahha. anyway due to the typo error by the "cute" lecturer, now i am doing a project on "A Comparative Study of Dynamic Foot Pressure Patterns of Diabetic Type II Subjects".
doing a continuous project of a person called Seah. hahha. he is damn kind in demostrating and teaching the whole hardware and software of the project. thank you ya :)
another thing is that baby just left for China today. meaning 6 weeks without baby with me. haiz. take good care of yourself kk? and and remember to eat and sleep on time ah.
ps: love you and miss you lots >.<
1 day / 6 weeks*

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